Maddy
I have always known that life is unfair, that’s the way it is and always will be. But just how unfair it can be was brought home to me several years ago when I met someone whom I know I should have spent my life with. Quite a profound statement but you just know when its right, and it would have been so right with this lady who I call Maddy.
Unfortunately she is married with children and lives three and a half thousand miles away. We have met several times in this country and in hers, they were both the happiest and saddest times of my life.
Happy because she gave me something no other woman ever has or could, and sad because at the end of every visit there is a farewell. Its been hard for me because I know nothing can ever come of the relationship, at least it can't go the way I would want it to, even though sometimes I kid myself that there is just a glimmer of hope.
But if I got what I wanted, other people would be hurt, and that’s not good. So I sit here and mope, miserable little bleeder that I am.
Unfortunately she is married with children and lives three and a half thousand miles away. We have met several times in this country and in hers, they were both the happiest and saddest times of my life.
Happy because she gave me something no other woman ever has or could, and sad because at the end of every visit there is a farewell. Its been hard for me because I know nothing can ever come of the relationship, at least it can't go the way I would want it to, even though sometimes I kid myself that there is just a glimmer of hope.
But if I got what I wanted, other people would be hurt, and that’s not good. So I sit here and mope, miserable little bleeder that I am.
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